Pig
I was told that i won wanying over who slept longer haha. I slept for more den 15 hours last night. She slept for 12 hours. I'm such a pig man haha. Actually I tried to wake up earlier, but everytime i wanted to wake up, i just simply go back to sleep cause my eyes couldnt open haha.
Feeling depressed again dunno why. Its like the same feeling will come back once in a month like that. Lol sounds like I'm having mensus or something haha. Its like a monthly periodical cycle. Maybe i should go and buy Whispers or something haha what a stupid thought.
James bought a new phone today, called me for advice, and i couldnt believe his contract expired 2 years ago! I bet if anyone of you out there contract expires, you're hands would be itchy to sign a new plan and get a new handphone right away! Anyway his phone looks quite cool. A nice 5MP camera phone.
I was told that i won wanying over who slept longer haha. I slept for more den 15 hours last night. She slept for 12 hours. I'm such a pig man haha. Actually I tried to wake up earlier, but everytime i wanted to wake up, i just simply go back to sleep cause my eyes couldnt open haha.
Feeling depressed again dunno why. Its like the same feeling will come back once in a month like that. Lol sounds like I'm having mensus or something haha. Its like a monthly periodical cycle. Maybe i should go and buy Whispers or something haha what a stupid thought.
James bought a new phone today, called me for advice, and i couldnt believe his contract expired 2 years ago! I bet if anyone of you out there contract expires, you're hands would be itchy to sign a new plan and get a new handphone right away! Anyway his phone looks quite cool. A nice 5MP camera phone.
Sony Ericcson C902
Played dota the whole afternoon away. Dunno why I'm addicted to such a stupid game in the first place haha. Anyway i saw this on zhiwen's blog, its quite funny so i decided to try it also lol.
I was quite LOL-ed by all the weird combination of people. Sammi Cheung?! Yao Ming?!? Zhang Ziyi!?? Pavarotti?!?!?! haha like getting worse and worse. Ok maybe the next two doesnt sound too bad (:
Actually I dont thing i look ilke Sammi Cheung lor
I think I prefer this more (:
I think this one is hilarious. Its just like putting a moustache and beard on me only haha.
Lol this i what bored people do haha. Tomorrow is MONDAY! Haiz have to go back to work tomorrow.
Why do i even bother
8:17 AM
JOEL the lunatic (:
Over
Yay its finally over! 总算松了一口气。It wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. In fact considering the lack practice that i had it was quite ok actually. This was the song i played for the recital - Liebestraum in A Flat Major by Franz Liszt
Yay its finally over! 总算松了一口气。It wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. In fact considering the lack practice that i had it was quite ok actually. This was the song i played for the recital - Liebestraum in A Flat Major by Franz Liszt
See even Evgeny Kissin makes mistakes (:
Whooo wished i played that well. I'm getting my video recording next week i think. I really hope its not too bad haha.
I wanna learn this song man!
Anyway! I finally met up with SYCO!!! Yesterday someone was suppose to come my house but that someone had alot of things to to haha. So once again, i still havent gotten that someone's cd so that i can play something haha. Met Zhiwen Zixin Minhui Wanying (very surprisingly) Peiqian Junan at orchard.
They bought a NUM shirt for Kenny, where zx was like super high about some guy she saw in NUM lol. Met Jiawei and Kenny later at downtown east why must it be so far end of the world man -_-''' to watch a movie at Cathay. SERIOUSLY TO OTHERS OUT THERE DO NOT WATCH THE STUPID HORROR CALLED "THE STRANGER" SUCH A WASTE OF MONEY!
Haha the whole show was so retarded, the only movie ive watched that can compare to the money ive wasted on stupid movies was Cloverfield. Went to Kenny's house in zx's dad's van. They started to watch Year 1 and Year 2 SYCO Concert DVDs. I survived to Year 2 before i dieded haha.
Terrified by the tongue!
With Miss Unglam of SYCO
Zombified
Slept the whole day away without touching the piano. Amazing how a tired person can forsake everything so sleep (:Talking is the process
Where 2 people open their mouths
and communicate with each other
6:36 AM
JOEL the lunatic (:
A tired man is an angry man. I'm tired. Wa dunno why now these days im super tired. I need SLEEP.
Met Heli for dinner just now. So cool to finally have someone who lives near me haha. Went to pasta to have my first creamy chicken of the year. I cant believe i actually finished it haha. Went to popular to buy some stuffs. My heart almost dropped and died when the mirror frame thingy she was holding dropped on the floor with a loud -piang- haha. We inconspicuously put it back on the shelf right at the back as discretely as we can haha. I was wearing half u some more. Shhhh dont tell anyone (:
Im so sad i cant meet the SYCO ppl tml! Haha they're going to kenny's house to stayover some more. Double sad haha. If only i didnt have piano the next morning man. Argh stupid recital haha. Never mind i'll go the next one, so zhiwen must organise another one (:
If a bomb explodes
will you stand in front or behind me
If a building collapses
will you run away or stay with me
If the world stops spinning
will you be by my side
If time could turn
would you still walk with me
If things could change
would you still want to know me
Band ppl got me addicted to emo songs man. Even though most of it was classical music, im still listening to them back to back. Dunno what to do la! This is such a torture! haha i wonder if its apparent that im really affected. I need some form of communication, be it closure or what. Im not made of stone, or glass. Im still a human being.
Crazzzzzzzzzzed
8:47 AM
JOEL the lunatic (:
Im so happy i got my paint back!!! haha for 2 months i've been living without paint, so irritating, cannot edit photos and all.
Wa super tired sia finished work at 10 today. Its physically and mentally draining. I just pray its not permanant sia. I'll really commit suicide if im there permanent. Like someone said, im totally not that type, to take over him.
And please stop asking me about JK? haha its just a joke ok, no pun intended (:
Its mid week, just 2 more days till i survive to the weekends. Seriously looking forward to some rest! Although saturday isnt something im really looking forward to. My poor studio room 2 is always occupied so i cant practice! Which means im dead for saturday haha. I really miss SYCO! I hope there's an outing soon! If i can even make it :p
Such a pity you're not ***
You're my perfect *********
8:12 AM
JOEL the lunatic (:
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Lol this goes to show how suddenly free i am right now haha. Or maybe its just because i'm feeling happy :)
See talking isnt so bad right. Although pretending nothing happened isnt the correct way, but who cares. I rather it that way in the first place anyway haha.
Went to Changi Beach today. OMG its like sooooooo far can. A poor boon lay boy travelling around singapore just to pick up some rubbish haha. But its for the environment, im more then willing to do so :) and zhiwen please, its not CWO can haha you should be happy! oh and i spreaded your "disease" of no plastic bags to alot more ppl now, must thank me :p
3 more days to disaster. 3 more days to my recital. 3 more days before i can start to stop going to studio 2 anymore to play the piano. Next time i'll never promise my teacher to perform in a recital where i only had 3 weeks to prepare a mad piece haha. Got piano later in a few hours some more. Wonder if i can still back out heehee. Im the final player some more sia. I hate these kind of stress haha.
Mum is sick. Dad thinks she got dengue but she too stubborn to go see doctor. Guess i inherited that from her as well, that antidoctorphobia or nohospitalitis :)
You're the first person who made me really happy
I dont want you to be the last
And i still love JK :)
3:10 AM
JOEL the lunatic (:
One day im gonna look back and tell myself that i do not regret whatever i did. Actually intended to keep it with me forever, but now since you know at least show me some support or encouragement. Dont just ignore me or give me that disappointed look. Its not gonna make my whatever you call it disappear. So you might as well accept it.
Ok im serious damn tired man! Work late at night today. At least im keeping my offs so that i can take leave every friday now. Woohoo 4 days work week for me for the next 2 months :)
Piano recital this saturday and im totally not prepared. Im so screwed. Even the rehearsal was slightly screwed. I have 4 days left in HTA to steal back my piano time from robber and baa baa black sheep haha.
Going to East Coast or Pasir Ris or Changi Beach tml (i cant remember which one) to clean up the beach as part of SPF's Clean and Green Activities haha, so if you see me there tml dont be shocked and just say hi!
I Love JK :)
I have very cute friends
9:36 AM
JOEL the lunatic (:
Joel is an idiot for not listening to james and karen. Lol i wished i could say i dont really care, but i still do. I got my own problems. Thanks again for hearing my laments =)
What a busy week man. Had quite a few stuffs to settle at work. Choir boys hard at work haha. Was suppose to have a rehearsal for the Germany preview on thursday night, but something else came up. Maybe i should have just went for that instead. Took leave on friday. Dunno whether it was worth it as well.
Met 杰姆思 and jonathan at night to watch Get Smart. Its another hilarious show haha. I dont know why we like to talk cock so much man. We can just go on for a few hours without getting tired haha.
We took NR5 back to my house. Their first Journey to the West lol. I think we were all too tired, cause the initially-not-going-to-sleep-the-whole-night us took turns to sleep in the end haha. And the fact that someone forgot to bring a certain cd causing us not being able to play something.
Jon zonked out at 6 plus while i survived until 7 plus before i caught "some=no" sleep before my piano lesson haha weaving in and out of consciousness James died when i went for piano at 9.
Next time dont watch movie until so late la! and someone better go and learn majong first before coming again haha. They left at 11 cause james the kuku lulu forgot he had rock and roll practice at 1030 lol.
Had my piano recital rehearsal at 330 at some ulu place. Was suppose to listen to the other pianist's repertoires, but ended up weaving in and out of consciousness again. Its an excuse, but i still blame not enough sleep for my shitty performance when i was my turn haha.
Dunno whats wrong with me. Any other human capable of straight thinking would have gone back home and have a good night's sleep. But nooooo, i had to be garang, i had to go out again haha. Went to PS to meet sam, heli and tan chun for dinner. I think it was the sleep deprivation, that i really started to act weird the whole night haha.
Was suppose to eat at some ulu restraunt near cathay, but i was too tired and hungry to walk that long. Ended up eating a looooong meal at cafe cartel, from 8 to 10pm haha. Mainly because of our singaporean instincts to wait til 9 to have the cake at halfprice lol.
Went back home with heli who now lives at bukit batok. So rare man finally having someone to go home with me in the same direction haha. Wanted to go online but failed haha the bed was summoning me.
Defination of a pig:
–noun
1. a young swine of either sex, esp. a domestic hog, Sus scrofa, weighing less than 120 lb. (220 kg.)
2. any wild or domestic swine.
3. the flesh of swine; pork.
4. a person of piglike character, behavior, or habits, as one who is gluttonous, very fat, greedy, selfish, or filthy.
5. Slang. a slatternly, sluttish woman.
6. Someone who sleeps for a total of 16 hours from 11pm to 3pm.
Lol and i still feel tired haha. Saw something in the afternoon that made me feel like an idiot. Lol no pun or other meaning intended for a certain overaged person in sYco haha. Telling j and k didnt really help alot cause i am still think about it right now. Dunno whether its because of it or just being too tired that made me really lose appetite for the whole day. I couldnt even finish half a bowl of rice for lunch and i practically didnt eat dinner, thats if you dont count staring at your food for 1 hour as eating.
Like i said before, i dont really care la. You can think what you want. Im ok with it. I rather you talk to me instead of ignoring me. I'm sorry for lying to you as well. And its because i know you'll never read this that im saying it here.
Anyway James, if you're reading this, you finally know what i was originally supposed to tell you on 7th of May haha. Not the other twisted version which i still dunno how it happened. Probably under the influence of the blanket and the stupid video haha. And for Wanying. if you're reading this, Wanying Rocks too! =)
My Third Promise to myself
Never more than 2 years
They're too unpredictable
5:50 AM
JOEL the lunatic (:
Life and Love
Life is full of surprises. Just when you think the world sucks, and that everything is going wrong, it gives you little gifts which makes you think otherwise.
Ok its been a really long time since i blogged. I've been whacked, literally, for not updating, so here it is you stupid woman stop whacking me =) haha everytime i wanna blog, i give excuses to myself. Im too tired, i'll do it tomorrow. Im definetly a PRO-procrastinator.
June has been an interesting month. It sucks being in ns. No more freedom that students enjoy while having school holidays. SO all you students out there! Cherish your school days! haha i know some of you will rebut and say holidays not for freedom, its for studying. Nonetheless you all should appreciate your times now when its the most memorable.
June has been an interesting month for me. Alot of things seem to happen in this month. First of all i would like to give a big shoutout "I LOVE SYCO!" haha. We had our annual concert on the 7th of June. June is the time where SYCO comes alive, where craziness sets in, where LPSCO is formed! haha its also the time of the year where im the happiest, being able to be with all my friends. It has been a crazy 2 weeks, where i see them 80% out of 14 days haha. Practices and the Lao Pa Sa trips, the 庆功宴, and the present buying sessions. Simply love spending time with them :)
We're totally random. Last wed was the SYCO post concert reception in SCH. I thought it would be just like any other years, where we just go, have fun and eat after that and go home. But this year was totally unplanned and random. After the reception we suddenly had the impulse to stay at zhi wen's house! lol the random people we are just went spontaneously without any preparation or bringing anything for a stayover haha. We had our favourite past time of talking and stoning there, while the computer craze guys played DOTA for 6 hours straights. We ignored their existence haha. The rest of us watched Phantom of the Opera dvd. Its a damn nice musical! Oh and by an obligation, im here to announce that Zhi Wen Rocks! lol haha. Cant believe we went out again the very next day to go shopping. Was totally zonked out. Finding a place for dinner was as lay chey as ever, so i ended up treating zhiwen and minhui to Breeks so they could pei me to eat there haha.
I had a rather packed and exciting weekend. One that i would definately remember :) Was suppose to go out with jon and james on friday and come my house stay, but forgot jon had morning shift the next day. So it was just me and James. We went to watch The Happening! lol i dont know what made me watch that show. I know i dont like horror/scary movies, but i just went to watch anyway. He's like my movie partner now. We watched Kung Fu Panda the previous week. Advertisement: KFP is a MUST watch show! Laughed from start to end! The happening was not bad. Kinda creepy the way the people died. Im now scared of trees and winds haha. Went to HK Cafe were again i treated. Dunno whats wrong with me. I dont print money haha. Took a midnight stroll along the river beside Esplanade. Had a loooooong, and i really mean loooooong talk with james haha. Sorry for torturing you for like 2 hours. Didnt really dare to tell you at first haha. Thanks for being so understanding bro!
As usual, after a trip with james must be accompanied by a trip on NR5 haha. Got home at like 3am. But it was a happy journey :) Tried to get as much sleep as possible for Wanying's b-day the next afternoon. Stupid me for waking up so early. Stupid me for not remembering that i was meeting with SY ppl. Stupid me to reach Pasir Ris on time at 130pm haha. I stoned, pebbled, rocked at Macs for 2 hours before they finally came. So pai seh that we reached the chalet at 4, where the cake cutting was supposed to be at 3. lol we all felt a bit stoned still after cutting cake, but after most of the ppl left we suddenly got very high talking about lots of stuffs and playing wy's Wii. I ATE SOTONG BALLS THAT NIGHT! haha i thought they were fishballs, and no one warned me at all! but the rashes werent that bad the next day. Not as bad as my nemesis - prawns haha. I had my first double bike experience with junhe that day. Damn hilarious, i didnt know how to control the double bike. Took a long time to figure out how to start, and how to stop wobbling. We managed to cycle to Pasir Ris park without dying or getting banged by cars haha. Past midnight was time for ghost stories. As usual cchms ghost stories must be told and retold to pass on the legecy lol. With a few additions of NS ones from kenny and xiangle. Had to sleep at 4am cause zw kenny and jojo had class the next morning and had to leave by 6am. Tried to sleep but cannot :) Haha in the end gave up, and listened to junyuan's exceptionally loud and bellowing snores. Went back home to get some real sleep.
Monday was a troublesome day for me. You probably wouldnt know. Haha told karen, james and vera and they started to bombard me with advices and this and that. Thanks anyway, the conference was hilarious :) If it wasnt for you guys i would have never dared to sms.
And you mean to me
What I mean to you
And together baby
There is nothin we won't do
Cuz if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all
And oh I'm into you
And girl no
One else would do
Cuz with every kiss
And every hug
You make me
Fall in love
And now I Know
I can be the only one
I bet its hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of they life
Who feel What I feel when
I'm With you, with you, with you, with you, with you
6:30 AM
JOEL the lunatic (: