Sunday, March 30, 2008
Exams
And i thought there wouldnt be anymore studying after 22nd November 2007... i guess it takes a while for my brain to warm up again after so long... its almost full force cramming of information again soon... after finishing the last ippt, shooting, drill test blah blah blah... now only left with SBT and Law exam...
Life is so slack here which makes me wonder why we complain that there isnt enough time... we have so much time to close our doors and sleep for 2-4 hours, so much time to bathe 2-3 times a day, but just not enough time to study, which im still guilty of... lol for the third time in the week i brought back my law notes and bringing them back without letting them see the light outside my bag... its no wonder i failed my mock paper... haha
I dont know why but more than once, i was super restless... maybe i was just restless towards some people... maybe it was the training schedule... lessons everyday is really killing me... i dont know why but i only can fall asleep after 12am, no earlier... just gimme 5 minutes of not forcing my eyes open and i can fall asleep in class...
Epidemic striked HTA on thursday... haha its the Prima Deli case, so i was told... aparently there was alot of ppl who got food poisoning after eating the mess food on monday or tuesday... den NEA ppl came, and all training was suspended on thursday... haha quite shiock... den they asked if anyone had diarrhea or stomachache, den like half the coy went... and kena quarantined... haha quite stupid man... cause most of them are actually fine... well its their loss of losing so much training... haha
My 6 years watch finally failed me this week when its battery ran out... i almost DIED, not being able to know whats the time every 10 minutes... haha
Countdown 5 more weeks to POP
3:44 AM
JOEL the lunatic (:
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Fuck
I give a new meaning to the word stupid... just when you take the most important result that determines your future you screw it up... what more can i say... i felt damn dumb when everyone in my class, and i mean everyone, did much much better den me... "oh what did you get?" "oh ok la, AAABB, you?" "wow you're so pro, i very lousy, i only got AABBB" "so joel what did you get?" (out of my mouth) "er ok la..." (in my head) "fuck off"
Actually i meant to not care so much about my A level results, but seeing so many ppl around me getting such good results made me feel very inferior... im not sure depression would be the appropriate word, but i definetely felt dejected and gloomy for the past 2 days...
I spent alot of time stoning and staring into blank space, and sometimes even staring at my result slip a few hours at one go (as if by staring the results would change)...
Life sucks sometimes
5:30 AM
JOEL the lunatic (:
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Liar liar pants on fire
The slowest passing week has taken its toll on me... she said good bye too many times before woo ohh ohh ohh... ok lame haha but seriously this week was crawling... thats because everything was so cramped within the training schedule...
I skippied IPPT on monday again because the FI didnt allow me to take it... sometimes i really wonder if taking it will kill me... its just spine injury what... its just paravertabral spasm only what... haha lol at least all this will be over by tomorrow, when i go to TTSH to see the orthopaedic...
The squad seemed very restless this week, mainly because of the valentine issue i guess... i dont know whether its resentment or what, but everyone was unhappy about him one way or another... i have never met someone like him before... what kind of guy (and i emphasise AGAIN - A GUY! A MAN! not some freaking sissy girl) is he man... oh and if you see this dont go complaining to your mummy or daddy... cause i dont give a shit... this is the first person i know who gives another meaning to ear in ear out and whiney boy... i could tell that everyone was almost fed up with the excuses and reasons that he gives to every single thing he did... and frankly i dont know if the we're-all-here-to-help-you is genuinely coming from everyone... ok i probably should stop berating him... somehow or rather, i do feel a sense of pity for him, not for his ignorance, but his inability to cope with ns and seperation from his dear parents... although i believe there's nothing more we can do for him, i hope he can help himself...
OK enough bout MMB1, wasting too much space on him... haha im finally out of the LD shit, it felt damn weird to wear my uniform for the first time after 3 weeks... sweated like a damn pig when i wore it... haha too pampered with the walk out shirt... but hey im not lazy ok... although i dont go for PT, it doesnt mean that i stop exercising haha... went running with James every night from tuesday... started with 1 round around HTA den 2 den 3 yada yada haha... you have no idea how slow we went... but give some credit for the butt boy and vegetable... haha
Drills was a whole new level for me... the rustyness sets in when i started to march for the first time after 3 weeks... hentak kaki is a nightmare when your legs feels like jelly... shooting was stupid haha... who in the world gets marksmen for 1 frame and fails the next... haha finger too tired...
Oh how i love fridays haha... wake up, eat breakfast (donuts!), go drills, go class and sit there and slack for 3 hours, go mess, eat lunch for 1 hour, go back barracks, talk cock slack bathe sleep for 3 hours, and BOOK OUT! haha i can feel the army ppl screaming at me now lol... nelson must share your ECHO COY experience with us! haha we need some entertainment... SPEAKING of nelson, thank you very much for telling me that stupid ghost story that night... i'll have my revenge soon haha... and lame enough to hide under my bed to try and scare me... too bad it failed haha... try harder next time...
Watched L Changes the World with karen and cheryl on sat... its a super cool show, a 5 star movie for me... and please can we stop going vivo... im beginning to hate that place haha...
An entity called the almighty mother has stopped me from buying my phone just now... lol... she claims that she wants to sign up for the mio dunno what plan from singtel next tuesday, so she can 顺便 buy my phone for me at the same time... zzzzz she better man... another week of delay isnt fun... lucky next tml no inspection... someone is lazy to polish boots and iron uniform...
Im sorry i lied to you
but i had no chioce
i know its a stupid excuse to give
but i was also too scared to tell you the truth
someone else was there
i only wanted to tell you
1:40 AM
JOEL the lunatic (: